A Kind Of Restlessness Surrounds
I've been feeling a bit out of sort for the whole day today. Nothing is wrong. It's like any other day. I showered Ton Ton in the late morning, watched a bit of my VCDs & dozed off before waking up to come to work. I wouldn't say monotony is no good. There must be many others out there wishing for a bit of routine in their hectic life. Perhaps I just lack a bit of purpose in my life.
I guess it's also becoz of the recent fall out with Jeff's mom. Although I wasn't actively involved in their family tiff, I was the reason that triggered it off. Honestly speaking, I can't imagine being family with such a difficult person. Jeff's stuck in the middle & hence I've adopted the policy of not going over to his house anymore anytime soon. It greatly restricts chances of us meeting coz I work long hours & by the time I get home, either he's going off to work, or already at work & we never have off days together. It makes me have doubts about our upcoming ROM. I don't like her & the way she does things & I'm sure it goes both ways. For Jeff's sake I've been putting in so much effort for the past 3 years but how much more can I do? Jeff agrees that this time the fault isn't with me. But it doesn't change anything.
I really should find something to keep myself occupied other than sleeping the day away. I feel like I'm rotting amidst working & at home. Hopefully the upcoming school holidays which is in 2 weeks will give me the reprieve I need whereby I work only 4 hours a day.
I guess it's also becoz of the recent fall out with Jeff's mom. Although I wasn't actively involved in their family tiff, I was the reason that triggered it off. Honestly speaking, I can't imagine being family with such a difficult person. Jeff's stuck in the middle & hence I've adopted the policy of not going over to his house anymore anytime soon. It greatly restricts chances of us meeting coz I work long hours & by the time I get home, either he's going off to work, or already at work & we never have off days together. It makes me have doubts about our upcoming ROM. I don't like her & the way she does things & I'm sure it goes both ways. For Jeff's sake I've been putting in so much effort for the past 3 years but how much more can I do? Jeff agrees that this time the fault isn't with me. But it doesn't change anything.
I really should find something to keep myself occupied other than sleeping the day away. I feel like I'm rotting amidst working & at home. Hopefully the upcoming school holidays which is in 2 weeks will give me the reprieve I need whereby I work only 4 hours a day.
posted by Rookie Jo at 7:43 PM
3 Comments:
Jo, are you free to have a chat some day? One of the weeknites oso can...
I've got things to share with u. Just u and Jeff.
hey gal! its ok lah... my bf n me oso got alot of probs... trust me.. mono is good.. i hate my hetic life.. if u tink jeff dun hav time for u, have fun with ton ton! to me, i always go jogging n shopping with da tou !
Well, they said that marriage is not just between two people, but comes with the whole package of two families, extended families and friends. You have to try to understand from Jeff's Mum's stand as to why she's not happy with you. If you are at fault, then try to change it, if not, well...older people thinks differently from us. Give and take ba? You've got to work out the differences and if it's just her, well...u can either tell her or ignore it. Like what oink said, if you are unhappy, go do something happy. All the best. :)
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