True Colours Out

This morning, as I was chatting with my SRN colleague after passing over the report to her, she let slip that my supervisor indeed is finding means & ways to chase me away. Perhaps before this, she felt that I wouldn't be able to handle the truth with all the accusations of data not entered into the system. I do admit that I'm much more at peace with what had happened & I'm determined to leave it behind.

Apparently, my supervisor said to her, "I'm afraid that Sihui will keep dragging & dragging." To which, my colleague told her that I should have gotten the hint when she told me that she wouldn't sign my confirmation. I also have this feeling that my supervisor is trying to get me to quit asap, forfeiting the bonus in the process. Which explains why she jumped at the chance to have me convicted only to skulk away with her tail between her legs when the truth was out.

She's still trying to get the HR not to continue our assistant nurse's contract. She refused to give up, wanting HR to send a letter last minute to her that her contract will not be renewed. But apparently, the HR is reluctant & wants to sign her on for 1 more year, judging from the fact that this issue went up several months back & those whose contracts are not to be renewed has long already received a letter from HR.

Anyway, what goes around, comes around. She's taking the heat from her immediate supervisor for emailing the mom of the boy who broke his arm on her own. She told my colleague that she felt her supervisor is trying to make things difficult for her & force her to quit. I don't feel sorry for her & neither do I feel glad that it's happening to her.

Perhaps 1 day I'll be able to find it in my heart to forgive her totally & feel sorry for her. But at the moment, everything's still too raw & I know that she's still trying to find ways to force me to leave. The thing now is not to let her get a chance to do so by doing my work perfectly. Problem is, no matter how hard you try, it's very hard to avoid complains totally, especially with ang mohs. I'm barely hanging in there but I know I have to try. I'll be calling HR tomorrow & ask when's the earliest time I can submit my letter without forfeiting my bonus.