Disappointment

I feel like very much like the failure I am right now. When I'm feeling down, I don't have anyone to call & talk to. I don't have what it takes to keep my hubby with me. He rather play LAN games with his friends & we haven't even met or have a proper conversation since Sunday. He'll come home at 1 am, well after I've gone to bed. We won't even meet until tomorrow afternoon since I'm working half day.

I came up with the plan to go JB tomorrow & stay at Puteri Pan Pacific so we can have 1.5 days to shop around at Jusco, sing K & watch movie at City Square. But right now, I just feel like calling the entire thing off. I'm so disappointed in him.

Ya, he'll give the same old excuses. He's stressed at work, he's not happy at work & it's his way of de-stressing. What? So you mean my job is a breeze lah! Like you, I have to slog like shit lor. I have to put up with people I don't like lor. After that, when I finally get to the weekends, I have to bathe not only my dog but your dog & my dad's dog. What do you do on your off days? Go play game lor. My off days are for everybody else but me!

I really hate it lor. You don't want to help out, fine. I'll do the work. But we're looking at 5 days without having a proper conversation. Each time I see you, it's only have a few mins before you have to go to work. Why am I always the lowest in your priority? Stop giving me stupid excuses! I don't want to hear it for the millionth time!