Fragments Of A Nightmare

I was way too tired & took a nap just now. I had a dream & I don't know if it can be considered a nightmare. It's not really that scary, just a lot of panicking.

I was driving & somehow, I was driving fast. I find myself braking hard many times to avoid hitting buses. I also found it hard to locate the turns. It was then I realised that I didn't turn on my headlights. I just couldn't figure out how to turn on the headlights & I'm driving Fiat Doblo, the same vehicle I've been driving for so long! I tried everything. But I either get water squirting on the windscreen or turning on the wipers. Then I switched on the highbeam on the back of the van. (Huh??? Which vehicle has highbeam at the back???) The driver behind got angry & highbeamed me back. I tried to call Jeff but I kept fumbling with the phone. When I finally managed to make the call, I couldn't get him. The next person I thought of was Lorbert. But I don't think I managed to make the call. How I got myself out of the fix was not dictated in the dream. Did I crash? Did I reach my destination? Or simply stop somewhere while I figure out how to turn on the headlight?

Suddenly, I was at this traffic light crossing (on foot). I was trying to reach the beach just across the road. I met Serene (Ebi & Emma ma) & her 2 lesbian couple friends (err... what's going on here?). The lesbian couple were interested in seeing what dogs I have & I showed them photos in this wallet-like photo album (???). The green man came on. Did we cross the road? Where were we going?

Then, I was at my work place (though it doesn't look exactly like my work place). There was another colleague & a man (surgeon?) in the operating theatre with me. Was I supposed to work? Becoz there was no patients to operate on. Why was I there?

The dream doesn't make any sense to me. So was I driving to work or to the beach? Why would I go to the beach alone without my dogs or company? Why would I go to work when there were no patients listed for surgery? The weather was so dark cloudy & could rain anytime. It was so dark that I couldn't see without headlights. When I was nearing the beach, dawn was starting to break but still very dark due to the dark clouds. When I was at work, it was completely dark outside. Weird dream huh? Is it a nightmare? Maybe the part where I was driving & couldn't turn the headlights on & nearly crashing the vehicle many times becoz I was driving too fast. I don't know why I didn't slow my driving speed in my dream. I don't think I'll ever understand this dream.