Some Thoughts

Despite our best efforts, life is never without downs. When will we hit our limit? When will we break down? Yet why do we push on, refusing to give up? Why do we not want it to end? We hold on to the hope that eventually, things will work themselves out & we'll find release. Why do we have to struggle all our lives? Who sees into our hearts & every good that we do? If our heart is true, why then, is the solution not in sight?

I forge ahead becoz I desire to see the world with Jeff. I forge ahead becoz I desire a better future. I do not know what will happen next. I do know know when life will throw the next pile of shit at me. I still remember a verse I read long time ago. It ends with something like "Let me accept things that I cannot change." Perhaps it is through acceptance of the fact that certain things are just out of our control that we start to round about it & move on with our journey.

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I linked my arm through his. I know we're both attached, though not to each other. Why? I never thought I'll be 1 to do such things. He released my arm when she appeared in front of us. It's time to face the music.